The rock is rolling. It’s rolling so fast that it creates lines down the cliff of my brain, and further down my spine it goes. It’s a shiver that comes from pure intoxicated ecstasy. I can’t believe it has been over two weeks since I landed on the promising soil of San Francisco. The rock has multiplied and I am now standing there like a stupid clown trying to juggle them over my head. So many projects so little time! Haha, even before we have gotten ourselves a toilet brush I have started on yet another rather challenging project; making my own dining table! Not because I believe it’s going to be more cost efficient (definitely not!) or because I’m bored of any sort (HELL NO!), but because I get a satisfaction from the concept of making something beautiful with my own hands. That’s why I love makeup, painting, drawing, photography, writing, interior and dancing. I create my own sense of beauty, and that is what creativity is for me. I always have at least two such projects going on, whether it is painting on a canvas or just doing my blogging here. However, now I have one billion of these projects going on! I get sucked into it, and I just can’t let go. My dance teacher always told me off for not breathing when I was dancing. I do that; when I’m passionate about something I just focus 100% my energy on that one thing, so in other words, breathing becomes kind of down prioritized. These days I have no idea of how many times I’ve caught myself in NOT breathing. * Take a deep breath *
Right now in this writing moment I’m giggling, just because I’m sitting on my loving cardboard made sofa (it’s literally a flat piece of cardboard with two small pillows) in the middle of my empty living room. It’s so empty that the echo has still not moved out of the walls. ECHO-echo-echo-echo… Despite having very little I feel so content; I have everything (minus a toilet brush) and couldn’t ask for anything more.
* Inhale that oxygen, girl *
Quote Of The Day:
“Wealth consists not in having great possessions, but in having few wants.”